
This will make my 20 week total - 45.8 pounds.
I will stay focused this week and continue to fight the fight. We have another busy week out at the trailer and should be able to keep myself busy.

So as a reward for my successful weight loss progress so far, I have booked a morning at the spa with my darling daughter. I am going to have a pedicure done, while she has a pedicure and manicure done. She is only four and a half years old, but loves having her nails painted. We are having them done at the Beverly Ashdown Day Spa http://www.beverlyashdown.ca/ in Saskatoon. The package that my daughter is having done is called the Little Diva Pedicure and Manicure. I am having the Desperate Housewife Pedicure.
If you are looking for a low point snack with lots of flavour, I recommend that you go out and buy a box of these. They are 13 good size crackers for 2 points. I love the Sesame flavour; however they do come in other flavours, including Original, Sea Salt and Sweet Chili.Yum, what a great snack when you need to satisfy a craving.

This week I am focusing on self awareness. One of the most important factors in building your self esteem and confidence is your self awareness.
Being self aware is knowing:
What you want in your life? I want to live long and enjoy a wonderful life with my family and friends.
Your strengths and weaknesses. Some of my greatest strengths are my greatest weaknesses. Some of my strengths would be that I am caring, well educated, creative, while some of my weakness are I am a perfectionist, stubborn and very private.
What motivates you and makes you happy? Definately my family is one of my greatest motivators. I cannot explain the overwhelming love and emotion that I have as a mother. I just want to be around as long as I can for my children. They are my pride and joy and I love sharing their life with them.
What you want to change about yourself or about your life? Part of my journey is too allow my body to exist in a healthier environment, therefore, this is one of the changes I would like to make and am actively doing it.
Your achievements so far. I have successfully lost 43 pounds. I am raising 2 beautiful children to be respectful people and love themselves and others. I am a successful business women, with a wonderful husband and extended family and friends, a beautiful home and other luxuries we can enjoy as a family.
How you relate to others. I can relate to others on a variety of different subjects. However, there are always certain areas that one finds hard to relate to, especially if you haven't experienced it.
You need to improve as a person. I have to learn to "relax" and take more me time. I find that when I have free time, I should be playing with the kids or doing other chores. I think it is important to have time alone, I just need to learn how to do it.
Your most important beliefs and values. I believe in respect for yourself and others and value friendships.
How you see yourself as a person. I see myself as a hardworking mother and wife that strives for happiness and fulfillment.
This was a wonderful exercise - it allowed me to really believe that I have lots to be thankful for and to keep striving for my happiness.
I am constantly trying to figure out ways to not lose interest in losing weight, which has definately been my problem in the past. The following are three ideas I am going to try this week.#1: Play tag on the playground. This should be a fun activity for losing weight. Running, climbing, squatting and laughing are great ways to burn calories.
#2: Challenge my husband or children to a game. Will probably be basketball, road hockey or soccer. Should be able to have fun burning calories while participating in a little friendly competition.
#3: Pack our favorite healthy foods and head to the park or zoo for a picnic. Being outside, getting fresh air and eating healthy foods will feel great.
Special K Bliss Mocha!
So last Thursday was my weigh in, and I am happy to say that I am down 4 pounds for the week. I had some serious ap's this week which included three hours of raking on Sunday alone. I did make a concerted effort to ensure that I fuelled the body for the upped activity. So I must have done something right. I also received my 16 Week charm for the key chain. Hard to believe that I have been at this for 16 weeks and have lost 36.4 pounds. I am very excited and am looking forward to another 16 weeks.
So I was just informed that the office staff is going to go out for dim sum tomorrow for lunch. I LOVE dim sum and cannot wait. However, that does mean some pre planning. First of all my weigh in is on Thursday, so my first awareness will be the salt intake. Second of all, I only have 30 points for the day (I have definately used up all weekly ap's); therefore, I will have the typical 2 point grapefruit for breakfast at around 9:30 am and use about 18 ponts for the dim sum. I think if I stay to mostly steamed items I should be able to count 5 pieces for 4 points. If I end up eating 15 pieces, I will end up using 12 points, allowing room for a couple deep fried items. I think (I know) I will be okay. :O)
Last week was so extremely busy. For Easter we went to Medicine Hat to spend the weekend with friends. There was no school for my kidlets last week, so I took holidays and spent the week with them. We really had a great time. Painted bedrooms, went swimming, biking, shopping, visiting, etc. We even managed to get up to the lake to rake the leaves on our property where we park a 5th wheel trailer for the summer (about three hours of ap's). Now we are really stoked about summer.
Just back from weigh in and I stayed the same. I am happy obviously that there was no gain. So we are off to Medicine Hat this weekend for Easter and I am totally prepared to stay op. We are taking the kids swimming, biking and other outdoor activities while we are there, so should be able to get some ap's in. I will drink my water (among other things) -- but I will prevail.
So just back from WI and am down another 2.6 pounds. All I can say is Holy Shit!! I really can't believe it. As I mentioned in my other post I thought I had cheated a bit this last week.
I am so glad that today is the first day of spring. We have had a very long winter here in Saskatchewan. I hope it starts melting soon and fast. We have a 5th wheel that we park each summer and I am really looking forward to spending the weekends out there. At this point it seems a very far away.
So even after my apparent "collapse" this past weekend, I managed to achieve my 10% key chain. That means I have lost 10% of the total weight I need to lose. In many ways this sounds fantastic, but then I think how much weight is left to shed and I realize I still have a long way to go.My goals this week are going to be - tracking, add some exercise and try a new recipe.
So my total weight loss to date is: 27.4 lbs.
So, I am still scared to look at the scale and see the damage that resulted from a weekend of poor eating habits.A bushel of peppers:
25 pounds of cheese:
This tortoise:
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